A Chi Mi Dice

So here I am..home..Life isn't bad..My friend Keyla called me today from Louisiana. She made me think. She said "not all the good things are meant for us..Just because something looks like a really good opportunity does not mean that it's MY opportunity."
I wonder what is the best for me. I want to have a plan for this year. I need to know what direction to take...I get a little disappointed at night and I feel like talking to a friend but then I think there is really no one outthere that can understand what I am feeling...and if there is I don't know who that person is. Most people are so busy lately...Hope things get better soon.

Restless nights lately

Every night I toss and turn..It's like I am looking for something but I don't know what it is..I try to forget everything from my past because I am not sure what exactly I am trying to get over...I just wanna start a new life, keep my head up and be optimistic... but at times that seems so hard. I try to find a way to describe my life in a way that it doesn't sound cloying, not a maudlin story...

Am I a turkish wannabe? HAHAHA

I always like turkish music...even If I didn't understand it..This song brings me some memories from back in 2006-2007.

My first Post

Somehow I felt the need to have a blog..I have a lot of things crossing my mind lately
I am trying to figure out my future but at times I just give up because I think it's imposible
Things are so volatile, everything changes so I don't see why I should spend my time thinking..